Okey, a delayed comment.

Okey. Here is a very delayed comment on the latest week of my project.

My model is now finished. I've been thinking about it since and been wondering if I should have painted it and maked it look even more "real", but I don't know. Maybe I should keep it white, just like a model-look-alike. I think that I might have to ask my group today.

I have also bought four different cars and two of them I have destroyed with an axe at school a few days ago. The other two will be burned at Kungsladugård I think and I will bring my videocamera to document my action.

Apart from all this I feel a bit confused. I just don't seem to know what I am doing and who I am doing this for? All my ideas are gone at the moment and in today's newspaper I read an article about the fires in Backa and now the police has come up with other sort of thoughts about all the fires and WHY the actions and vandalizations are taking place. The reason of now, to me, have turned and I don't know if my thoughts are strong enough to "carry" my work. Or, are they? I really have to talk to Mr M and all the members of my group today. I'm looking forward to it. I really do.

A few days ago I want to school to destroy two of the cars which I had bought at that time. At first I wanted to use a hammer, but I couldn't find any, so instead I used an axe. I felt like a vanalizing person, never explored that feeling before. Well, at least not in this time of age...cliffhanger?

Anyway, C was in the classroom that day and she helped me document the action with my cellphone, so the film is not in that good shape, but anyways...it still is a film.



Among this, my own action, I got to think of vandalizations in different ways. I studied videos of vandalized cars on youtube and aslo found a video which is called "Art crimes" where they talk about graffiti as a crime.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzzXCDwNvr0

I also got to think of the fires in Paris a few years ago and here is one link of a consert with Timbuktu, Chords and Spiderdogs in Stockholm. They rap about why this is happening etc. I song I might have to use...maybe...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGvJ9OdAtV8

That is all for now! Regards, J